My heart is bleeding... I really can't bear to do this... This is because she can't let go of her current bf and i can't keep giving her the troubled or i can't possible ask her to break up with her bf. Actually, in my heart, i wish that she can be with someone better than her current bf. Someone better may not be me but can be someone out there. Even though her bf treats her good, i still can't feel the guy actually love her that much. All i can say is that the guy may not be sincere in love. I mean he can provide her to pay stuff and meals for her but after all, does he respect her? Does he gives her human freedom? And does he trust her? No matter what, i want her to be happy. I will be always by her side no matter what. I'm willing to wait for her even if that chance is low. I know that if we got fate to be together, there will be one day we will be. I really love her. I do. I am not sure whether she will see this post but i hope not. I rather i am the one who shed tears for her and not her shedding tears. I would do the sacrifice and not her. I want her to be happy.
