Today will be my last post. I know it is kind of retard to write it out. Before i am leaving to korea at 00.10am today, i just wanna say something. To the girl who i like: I likes u very much. i really do. If there's a chance to be with you, i will seize and cherish it. I know it has not been easy for u lately because of me. I would like to apologies to you. I left with only 2 choices. 1) Either ask u break up with ur bf 2) We just remain as closed friends( friends without benefit). I know it is less likely u would choose the first choice so i guess the second choice would be better. Even though we could only be closed friends, I would like to say that i would always be with u no matter what. I'm not sure in the future will you forget about me but if u need help, i will be there. Also, i will be there waiting for you. The memories we spend together i will never forget and the feelings we have i will burred in my heart.
Another message i want to say to my dear best friend/brother( Shao Qi): I know i am always being a bastard in your heart. I would always like to disiao u or say u but u must know that all these are just a joke. Never have i expected that this day, u would really choose to give up the friendship we have for the past 7 years. I'm really sorry for what i did okay? I hope u can let bygone by bygone. I do agreed that after so many arguments we have, we are being tired but that doesn't mean we should give up. I hope u can give me one last chance. At least, i hope our friendship can pull through our graduation day in poly. I'm not sure u will be able to read this, but if u do i hope u will do something about it...
